I always wanted to update our blog. It is just that I’m either running out of time or don’t give any time for the update. So for that, I am truly sorry. I must admit, this is the first time that I will update our blog. And of course, I’ve got my special reason.
Wake up BDT members, Nica, Vanir, Philippe, Carlos Miguel, Niño, Julius, Margaux, Abygaile, Angelie and Jay-V. It has been a long time since we got together. With the exemption of our “March 31 Get-together,” we have not been complete for a long time. Some were busy for other things, some prefer playing this and that (including me, I am sorry), some cannot attend because of this and that, and some do not feel liking it. I feel sorry for myself that one of our members feels bad about us, thinking if there were sessions to come or an anniversary to be celebrated, whether it will be successful or not. I feel sorry for myself that I am not able to lead our group and sustain our tradition, especially this summer. Before the school year ended, there might been gaps within us. And now we are far from each other, different places, and different lives. Before, I thought we are totally bonded. I realized it is somehow because we were classmates and Jay-V is not far from us even though he is not from Mendel. But now, as I picture us, I started to cry. Iba na kasi, magkakalayo, iba-ibang schedule, paano na?? And I strated asking myself if I can still lead BDT (If I wasn’t even sure I did it well before). Before the year ended for us, we promised that it is not the end of our group, that it will last for a long time. Pero hindi ko naman maitatanggi na bago pa man nagtapos ang taon, nalayo na ang iba sa atin sa isa’t isa. Mayroong mga nainis sa ibang kasama, mayroong mga nagtatago ng mga nararamdaman. Isa pa, we haven’t talked for a long time together before we parted ways (even nung outing). Am I being too emotional now? Well, what do you expect, I am a girl, knowing my personality, it is a part of me.
I am only trying to say that I value each one of you, and I really can’t afford to lose all of you. I am suffering with too many problems right now, and only you, one of the best friends I ever had and shared my smiles with are the few ones I still have. You take all of my burdens away so I hope we will last forever. You made me so much happy. Happier than I ever thought. This coming school year, I hope we still have time for each other. We still have time for fun and more get-together.
Sana sa anniversary natin ngayong darating na August 26, 2006, we’re complete. And we are going to spend the day with laughs and smiles in our eyes. I love you all. GO BDT!! GO!!
*_+ maritoni +_*
